cri.

I have tried my best to get involved in society
I do a lot of things to make them believe that "hey, I'm here, I'm not invisible!"
I have pushed soo much effort and stuff
I have tried to be strong and I am, then when you guys ignored me, it's like my world had messed up. What's happening to me?
I have helped people who needs help and still

they don't put respect in me.

Even they don't feel my presence.

Then I remember what I look like.

So I think that, everyone treat you nicer when you're pretty, doesn't they? You can't just being active and kind-hearted anyway.

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE MATTER.

I'm so done with everyone. This world is somehow cruel.

Or maybe am I just arguing with my bad thoughts?